Tuesday, October 25, 2005Im tired of everything.. i wanna slp and hope i nv wake up again.. and everything will be just fine..
ya.. i think i gt depression..
cant slp or eat? yes
throw temper easily? yes
thinking life is meaningless? yes
cry every nw and then? yes
im tired.. i tried so hard nt too think.. make myself busy by doing house work. I cant stand it anymore!!
AAArrrrgggghhhhh!!!!!
cindy ng
5:24 AM
Monday, October 24, 2005ok.. first session of the treatment..
fine.. lost about 10 cm and lost 300 grams..
they wanted me to pay more.. i guess i'll stop paying them and after these 10 sessions, i'll stop going to.. it a bit xin ku.. and after the treatment, need to drink the calcium drink which taste awful and it a damn big cup!
I still gt 10 more sessions to go ( the first treatment is the free wan that i won in the lucky draw) that means I GOTTO DRINK MORE 10 BIG CUPS OF CALCIUM DRINK!!
haiz.. it sux.. and i feel so tired after the treatment...
Jia you ah miao!!
cindy ng
10:30 PM
Saturday, October 22, 2005hw time flies... one more week and semester starts le.. so fast.. so many things happen in the holiday.. it seems that i have nt played but i have spent so much money...
next sem is attachment.. I hope i dont get into computer company who wans me to do so many things and the working hours are long.. I wanna work during chinese new at LB.. cos i will get a lot of money..
haiz. hw i wish me and boon have a lot of money already... i really have nt been happy since that day.. y?? i also dunno.. Maybe i cant forget and never will...
Im so bored!! Wanna go out but no money to go.. wanna buy lotza of things..
Boon's 21 birthday is coming.. 3 more mths.. i still dunno wat to buy him.. give suggestions??
I think i wanna make Birthday Cake myself.. lol... but i no oven.. so i gotta go somebody house and borrow the kitchen.. lol.. but what present?
Hmmm.. open a chalet for him? but most of his friends are in Malaysia.. and his birthday falls on the chinese new year period.. haiz... hw? hw? hw?
cindy ng
11:18 PM
Thursday, October 20, 2005Results out...
Multimedia Project B
Advanced Audio B
Advanced Animation C
ok lo.. not so bad.. still can passed.. lol
Anyway.. im going my slimming session tml!! yeah..
haha...
Each session can lost 2 to 8 cm.. so good..
i hope tml can slim 5 cm.. then im contented already..
lol...
Thanks for everybody whu prays for me!! muackz muackz..
and thanks to my Lucky Star too...
cindy ng
10:03 AM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005Yong Si <????>>
cindy ng
5:08 AM
Tuesday, October 11, 2005guess wat?? boon won lottery... first time in his life so far.. he won the first prize!! sun (9/10)
FIRST PRIZE: 8370
haha.. but the money he get onli $166.. so sad right.. cos he bought 8370, $2 big, 24 permutation... so the money is so little..
if he nv buy 24 permutation, he might get $4000.. OMG.. he say the money is not even enuff to pay the rent($170).
Anyway.. i went to the zoo... Again.. on mon with my LB friends and boon.. but there is no more student price le.. so damn ex. $15/person.. i will post up the pic if i received..
then in the evening.. boon treat dinner.. at 130 zhi char... lol...eat a little better then the other days..
but thinking of it.. haiz.. so wasted.. but i am contented... better than nth at all right..?
Huilin.. i participated in a lucky draw. Winners will have the Sensualite Slimming products. the form is in the NUYOU magazine.. deadline, end of OCT.
Hope i can win... everybody whu read the entry.. pray for me... thanks..
cindy ng
12:48 AM
Friday, October 07, 2005I think im getting fatter and fatter.. just as Huilin says.. i feel inferior too.. i wanted to wear sleeveless but i cant.. arm too big.. i wanted to wear bareback.. bit i cant, back too many fats..
i wan to slim down.. every single parts of the body!! Wanna go expression initially.. but it darn expensive to go alone.. so i have to depend myself
My special diet menulunch - potatoes, carrot and tomato soup (maybe sometime add macoroni)
Dinner - Nil
Supper ( if neccessary) - apple
With these, i hope i can slim down by the term reopens..
Next week, boon accompany me to gym le..
If anybody go swimming or exercise.. call me to go...
Cindy is a
fatty bom bom fatty bom bomtummy big
arm big
butt big
breast big
head big
thighs big
everything is so BIG!!
cindy ng
10:24 PM