Saturday, May 13, 2006yeah.. it's Mother's Day today and my mum is not at home.. She left us.. leaving the four of us behind. She went and stay with my granny.. this home, this family is gone.. I always put a strong front but inside me.. im sad.. cry in the nitez.
When i come back everynight, nobody is at home, nobody cooks for me, nobody to talk to.. That's y i dun like to stay at home.. keep going out and come back very late.. the bonding we used to have, the happiness we used to share.. are all now USED TO..
My Gu Gu called me in the morning, she say as a da jie, i should ask my mum to come back. and she ask me to make a card..BUT.... does my dad wan her to come back? im doing the card right now.. but i dunno wat to write in the card.. tml my sis is going to my granny house..
had not been sleeping well lately.. haven find a full time job yet.. still slacking ard.. Dunno wan to find wat kind of job.. F&B? teaching? or sales.. i need a good pay... I think i wont be going to australia to study le.. maybe after a couple of years..
gers.. next week i will be working thurs fri and sat.. so.. ask me out, mahjiong session, swimming, gym.. shopping.. and my favourite.. makan..
to huifen:
Stay strong ger and we always be there for you.. jiayou and take care!
cindy ng
11:57 PM
